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Dion F

Story written 2014

Dion’s heart condition was diagnosed at my detailed scan, where they said he would need three stages of operations which would help him but never cure him.

Dion’s first operation was done at a day old and he spent four weeks at Birmingham Children’s hospital before he was allowed home. He had only been home a couple of months when he got septicemia and a blood clot in his heart, which required another operation.

Dion’s second stage operation was done when he was around six months old. This went to plan and he was home a few weeks later and continued to do well. He had to undergo several cardiac catheters (camera to look at his heart) every so often to check things was going ok.

Around the age of 1 he had to have another operation to try and widen his aortic arch and after several attempts it worked.

Dion’s fifth operation was in 2007 he was aged 7. This was the third stage called a Fontan and we were in hospital for six weeks due to him needing to go on a special diet. He was home for a month and needed to go back in over Christmas 2007 due to a build up of fluid around his heart.

As of January 2014, Dion is doing as well as he can. Doctors have confirmed he now has heart block and will require a pacemaker within six months. Dion does not let his heart issues get him down, he tries to get on with things as much as he can.

Update 6th October 2016

Myself, Dion and Kaleb would like to say a massive thank you for everything and everybody’s kindness. We have decided to move on to let another little one have some happy post. Dion is doing OK at the moment and although he is due a pacemaker, we have no idea when as we have to work very slowly with Dion, but thank you from the bottom of our hearts.

Update 6th August 2016

Dion has been struggling lately to keep up with his friends, he is sick if he over does things. We have several appointments in August, all to do with his heart and also his weight/ height.  Dion has just recently started hormone treatment in the hope this will help him grow etc.

Update 11th July 2016

Dion’s MRI results came back and although they have said something’s slightly lower than last year, everything else is how it should be. Dion has just recently started his hormone treatment, he was so excited, as he really wants to be taller, like his friends. Many thanks to everyone for the boys gifts/letters postcards etc.

Update 2nd June 2o16

Dion has had a few hospital appointments and they are still trying all sorts of supplements to help with his weight. Dion is due an MRI of his heart next week, so will update once I know more.

Update 7th February 2016

Dion has been unwell recently with a bad cold and cough which put him in hospital for a day as he was being sick a lot. He is also sleeping a lot, so I have tried to get his cardiac check brought forward.

Update 3rd January 2016

Dion, Kaleb and I would love to say thank you so much to everybody for all their post. Dion has had a few episodes over Christmas where his heart rate has been really slow, this really knocks him down for a few days. His weight still remains an issue and dietitians have said to just feed full fat milks, cheese etc as he hates all the special drinks.

Update 9th November 2015

Dion has been doing well and is due a scan on his stomach in next two weeks as having a few issues.  Many thanks to everyone for the boys’ post.

Update 13th October 2015

Dion has had a good stable few months, although he is experiencing a lot of headaches and no one seems to know why yet. A big thank you to everyone.

Update 13th August 2015

Kaleb has been in hospital and had an operation recently so it’s been very busy here. Dion is doing well, though he recently had a 24 hour ECG and we’re waiting on the results at the moment.

A big thank you to everyone who sends post to the boys. Thanks to Post Pals for everything they do.

Update 8th July 2015

Dion had his yearly check up this month where all went well and his consultant was pleased with how his heart is doing. He has to have another 24 hour heart monitor in a few weeks and there is still concern over his weight, but this has been a problem for a long time now.

Many thanks for all the post sent to the boys and a big thank you to the WLPC group for our lovely paper cuts.

Update 2nd June 2015

Dion has been complaining a lot lately of chest pains, so we are counting down the days until we see the consultant, other wise he has been quite well.

A big thank you to everyone that sends the boys post, it is gratefully received and makes their day.

Update 1st May 2015

Dion is doing ok heart wise but is still struggling with his weight gain and height. He has had several appointments regarding this and at the moment they are keeping a very close eye on him. He is due a heart checkup soon so I will update with how it goes.

Update 2nd March 2015

Dion has been doing okay lately, he still gets very tired quickly so is having to take regular rests though. We recently had a stay at the hospice for some respite, which we all love.

Update 6th January 2015

Dion has been doing well. He has had the odd cold etc, which knocks him about for a few days though. Dion has to undergo another exercise test at the end of the month to keep an eye on his heart block.

Many thanks to everybody who sent Dion and Kaleb Christmas presents and cards, they were over the moon with everything and can’t thank everyone enough!

Update 6th November 2014

Dion has been doing well. He has recently undergone an MRI to get a better view of his heart and we are waiting on results. The cold is starting to affect him though and we do dread this time of year.

We would like to thank everyone for Dion and Kaleb’s post, you certainly have all made them smile.

Update 8th September 2014

Heart wise, Dion is doing well. However, he is still losing weight and not gaining anything at all. The hospital want to do more tests if this is still happened when he’s weighed in November/December time.

We’d like to say thank you so much to everyone who has sent post.

Update 31st July 2014

Dion has been doing as well as expected from his heart point of view. He is now on a special high calorie drink to help boost his weight though as he has dropped off the chart.

Dion and Kaleb would like to say thank you to everyone for their kind letters, cards, gifts etc. They will try to write some replies but this could take a while.

Update 8th July 2014

Dion has been doing well the last month and is enjoying all his lovely post. He has now had to start a special diet to help him gain some weight.

Update 1st June 2014

As of May 2014 Dion has been doing ok. He is due to see a dietician next month as he is losing weight. Due to all his fears Dion refuses any blood tests to find out whats going on.

Would like to say thank you to everyone that has sent post to Dion and Kaleb. To see their faces light up when they receive mail is magical. Thank you.

Story written 2006

Lucy was born with very complex congenital heart disease which was diagnosed when she was about 18 hours old. She underwent two open heart surgeries, the first when she was 2 days old and the second when she was about 6 months old. She suffered total heart block as a result of this surgery and had to have a permanent pacemaker implanted a week after the surgery. This was replaced in January 2005.

She had to have major stomach surgery in November 2002 as she suffered from malrotation of the stomach and intestines due to one of her heart conditions. She doesn’t have a spleen either due to this particular heart condition.

Lucy was always supposed to have had a third open heart surgery around the time of her 5th birthday. Alas, this was not to be because her heart would have never been able to cope. She was hence in heart failure.

In September 2005 it was suggested that Lucy be referred to Great Ormond Street Hospital to their heart failure team where her care would be taken over. We were actually referred to the Transplant Team there and went for assessment in December 2005. The Team deemed her suitable for transplantation and she was placed on the Active Transplant List on 16th December awaiting a heart.

Lucy waited a long time for her heart, but during the Summer of 2006 was very lucky to receive the all important call that a suitable heart had become available. She recovered from the surgery very quickly and made a good recovery.

Unfortunately Lucy is back in hospital and will be for at least another 2 weeks, having been there for the last 12 days. Her donor was positive for a virus called cytomegalovirus or CMV as it is more commonly known. She is very poorly at the moment and at the moment we are living day by day awaiting the next set of blood results. The virus levels haven’t been coming down in her blood so she has had to be changed onto a stronger drug which is more toxic. They are having to watch her kidney function as well as checking things like her eyes for damage.

Update 11th February 2008

I think it’s only fair that Lucy moves on from Post Pals. If things change in the future with regard to the high white cells and lymphocytes then I will let you know. There are so many poorly children out there who need the smiles that post can bring to them.

Thank you so much to all of the team and everyone who has written and taken the time to send things to the children. You really have made a difference.

Update 29th January 2008

Lucy’s white cells and lymphocytes are still high. She’s having more physio than she usually has and is going to start hydrotherapy too.

Thank you this month for the birthday card for Alice and the letter for Lucy.

Update 2nd January 2008

Lucy, Alice and Ben would like to thank everyone for all of the lovely letters, cards and gifts that they received over Christmas. They are very, very lucky children.

Update 20th November 2007

Lucy had her annual review back in September. Everything was good, so the Hickman line came out and she had a reduction in her MMF which is one of her immuno suppressants (they halved the dose). CMV hasn’t been detected since May 22nd of this year – day easily remembered because it is Lucy’s big brother’s birthday.

She’s been suffering from a bad cold/cough since the second week in September, surprise surprise, not long after she went back to school. So during the regular blood tests she’s been having, an elevated white cell count had been noted and of course was monitored. It went up to 32 at one stage, coupled with that she’s had quite a high EBV (Epstein Barr Virus) level, which again has been monitored.

We had a phone call from her Transplant Unit asking us to take her up for investigations. They wanted to do a scan and chest xray to look for swollen or enlarged lymph nodes deep within her body. Thankfully none were found. The consultant did mention that he wanted blood films made and if anything untoward was found, he said that a bone marrow biopsy may be necessary. We’ve been beside ourselves with worry as we knew her lymphocytes were high – but then that’s a parent’s job isn’t it?

Anyway, the general consensus of opinion was that it may be her MMF that was causing the irregularities in her blood. She was to have her MMF dose halved again. Blood tests will be done at the beginning of December to check the status of the white cells and lymphocytes. Fingers firmly crossed that it is this that is causing the problem and NOT anything more sinister.

Don’t tell her I’ve told you this because she doesn’t yet know, but she’s not allowed to be ill because we are going to Lapland for 4 days in December… all 7 of us!!! Can’t wait, and certainly can’t wait to see the little ones’ faces when they meet the big man himself. This trip was given to her after her appearance on the Sharon Osbourne Show last year where she was promoting organ donation. Unfortunately she was too ill to take it last December, but the kind travel firm agreed to carry the trip over to this year.

We had a mad dash to A & E with her on Sunday evening. She had been making pretend dollar bills after watching Spongebob with her little sister! Unbeknown to her she had cut the top off her left thumb… with a pair of BLUNT PRESCHOOL SCISSORS of all things. Her daddy is a first aider, so knew exactly what to do, whilst I nearly passed out on the floor! I can do everything else – can watch her be intubated/extubated, watch whilst they try to put a line in etc, but be damned if I can deal with that amount of blood and a nasty looking thumb. The scary thing is that she didn’t even know she’d done it and that it didn’t hurt her at all! After sitting in A & E for half an hour (which is good for them), we’d managed to stem the bleeding with pressure. One of the senior nurses dressed it and told us that we could go, but to get the dressing changed on Thursday of this week.

Thank you to everyone who has continued to send the children cards, because I have been totally rubbish at keeping you updated on how things are going.

Love to everyone xxx

Update 24th April 2007

Lucy is continuing her once daily IV’s and will be for at least another 6 weeks. The CMV is being rather problematic and at the moment everything is very much a case of waiting to see what happens. She is going to Great Ormond Street for a heart biopsy and coronary angioplasty on 18th May. If there is no rejection then her anti-rejection meds may be reduced. If all goes ok with that then they may stop her Foscarnet IV treatment. Hopefully her body will keep the CMV in check, but we have previously found it hasn’t, so no one can be absolutely certain that this will be the case.

Thank you for her lovely parcels that she has been receiving and thank you to whoever sent her the Easter Egg – she won’t eat it!

Update 26th March 2007

Lucy has developed the CMV again. This is her 3rd infection since her transplant last year and it was decided to put a more permanent line in as she is struggling with the amount of needles and cannulas that are needed. She now how a tunnelled line in situ which will probably stay in for a couple of years. She has named it “Mrs Wiggly”. Lucy is part way through another 3 week course of Foscarnet which is bringing the virus levels down nicely. We just hope that we get a reprieve for a while after this latest bout of the virus as we are all totally worn out. As soon as the virus levels are down she needs to go into Great Ormond Street for a heart biopsy (to check for rejection) and a coronary angio (to check whether the CMV is causing narrowing of the coronary arteries). Fingers firmly crossed that these tests reveal nothing sinister.

Thank you to everyone for their kind wishes via email and for her letters, cards and gifts – they are very much appreciated.

Update 2nd February 2007

Just to let you know that Lucy will be in hospital for one more week, so that takes us up to next Friday. Her CMV levels are lower than they were last week, so that is a good sign.

Update 18th January 2007

Lucy has to go back into hospital for more IV’s to clear the CMV as it has gone high again. We are looking at 3 weeks.

Update 30th December 2006

Thank you to everyone for the Christmas cards, especially the reindeer cards!

Update 20th December 2006

Lucy’s virus levels have dropped dramatically – now down to 16,700 which is absolutely brilliant news. Her biopsy date has been changed to 26th January which means that she will be able to enjoy her sister’s birthday party now. She is very much looking forward to Christmas – as are we – and is looking incredibly well. Infact she looks the best we have seen her for a couple of months. We are enjoying every minute of the run up to Christmas.

Thank you to everyone who has been sending Christmas Cards, she has really  enjoyed receiving them.

Merry Christmas to everyone.

Update 10th December 2006

Lucy’s CMV levels are still causing concern. She went to GOSH on Wednesday. The consultant there can’t understand how she can be so well with the levels so high.

She has to go in for a heart biopsy and coronary angioplasty on 5th January.

The CMV can cause early onset of coronary artery disease so thus doing this test whilst she has the biopsy. It would have been checked at her yearly review otherwise.

She has to have regular blood tests done to check the levels and is due back to Southampton on Monday for another. They have put her onto an oral drug, valganciclovir. If this doesn’t work then we are looking at having to go back in for IV’s, which will mean her being in over Christmas. Hoping and keeping fingers crossed that the oral drug works.

Anyway, hope that you are all well and thank you so much for everything that Lucy has received.

Update 30th November 2006

We went back into Southampton General yesterday for a repeat blood test. They are keeping an open mind because it may just have been the results from a rogue sample. The Registrar concerned has instructed us to be back at the hospital today, with a view to admitting Lucy yet again. It’s a blow because she will spend her 7th Birthday in hospital and I had so hoped she would be at home.

Thank you to Kate for the lovely homemade cards and thank you to Becky for the lovely book of poems. Thank you also for the friendship bracelets received.

Update 24th November 2006

After giving her consultant some initial concerns, Lucy had made a good recovery from the CMV and is home now after 4 weeks in hospital. Thankfully the CMV would not have caused her to reject her heart, but the doctors concerned were keeping a close eye because she presented with D & V, so there were worries in the beginning that she wasn’t absorbing her anti rejection medications properly. There is still sign of the virus in her blood, so she is returning to hospital twice a week on a Monday and Thursday to have blood tests to check the levels. Hopefully, with time, the virus level will drop to zero. She is on a drug called valaciclovir and has been since she was transplanted. The dosage has been increased slightly to help bring the level back down.

Lucy would like to say a big thank you to everyone for their lovely cards and best wishes that have been received since she has been in hospital. I would personally like to thank everyone too, especially the people who have thought of Alice and Ben and sent them cards – they both found it really hard having Lucy in hospital this time. Receiving some post themselves really put smiles on their faces! Also thanks to the people who have emailed and have left messages on her guestbook, we will get round to emailing you all individually I promise.

Lucy is due to go back to school soon for the first time since July of this year. It will be just mornings to start with and we shall see how she goes. There is then her birthday to look forward to – one that we didn’t think we would be celebrating this year, but thanks to her Donor and their family we will be and it will be extra special.

Story written 2005

Chloe was born with Complex Congenital Heart Disease, she has 4 large defects in her heart.

She spent her first year of life in hospital with various related illnesses and underwent her first surgery at 6 months old. She was NG tube fed all this time. At 19 months old she had her second lot of surgery followed 3 hours later by her third due to internal bleeding.

Two days before her 2nd birthday, she suffered two big strokes and was paralysed on her left side. She worked hard over the next year to regain mobility, and did really well, although she still suffers with stiffness from time to time.

She finally managed to stop tube feeding at about 4 years old, but finds it very difficult to eat still. At 5 years old she had her fourth major surgery, and suffered many many complications, she had 12 procedures in 10 weeks and missed the entire of summer 2004.

Its taken her another year to recover from her ordeal, and is on a high calorie, high fat diet, which she finds very tough to deal with, as well as being on many restrictive medications requiring blood tests and limiting her daily life to not being allowed to play outside with other children in case she gets hurt or too tired, or being able to take part In school PE classes.

She is now awaiting the day when she will have to be placed on the transplant list for a heart and lung transplant. She can only get about in her wheelchair when we are out anywhere and tires very fast.

Update 12th November 2008

Rehearsals for The Choir are still going strong and Chloe loves it.

Health wise, all is pretty much the same. She has a check up in December, so we will have more to say then.

Update 1st October 2008

Not much to report, Chloe has got a new wheelchair, this time with big wheels that have flowers on them. She can’t push it much herself, but she does try and feels a bit more independent doing so.

An exciting bit of news is that Chloe, along with other members of her school and various other schools in the area, have been chosen to make up a choir for the new series of The Choir going out next year. She is being filmed lots and is so excited; she loves to sing and had to go through an x factor style audition to be selected.

Health wise everything is as it ever was, we just take it day by day. Her flu jab is the end of October and check up is in December.

Update 2nd May 2008

There isn’t much to report on the health front, but thank you so much to everyone who has sent clip on earrings to Chloe – she is so very happy with them!

Update 3rd March 2008

Chloe had her check up and although she is doing ok right now and they are very pleased with how she is coping, the deterioration in her heart has started and now we start the hopefully years long road to her transplant, but sadly it means she is going to slowly get sicker and sicker. We are taking all the precautions to slow down the deterioration – no exercise at all, no more dancing, or anything that will basically tire her out. She is coping ok with the news, just very disappointed, as you can imagine. She also asked her doctor if she could get her ears pierced and they said no, so we have been trying to find pretty, girlie, clip on earrings. We’re not having much luck, so if anyone knows where we can find some, please let us know!

Update 3rd December 2007

Unfortunately we were burgled on November 24th and Chloe lost most of her dvds, cds, her playstation2 and her nintendo ds and games. So, the excitement of the Christmas build up is tarnished right now.

We are going to the Roald Dahl museum though on December 11th. Then we are going to Butlins in Minehead for Christmas which will be lots of fun.

Chloe has a check up on December 13th; we will let you know how it goes.

Update 30th October 2007

We went to the nickelodeon kid’s choice awards and they put us at the side of the stage where all the acts came off, so we had a great view and lots of waves from people. Chloe and Harry from McFly enjoyed much flirting, waves, blown kisses and held hands as he waited to go on stage. That’s my girl!! The best part for her though was meeting Josh Peck from her favourite tv show Drake and Josh. He came off stage and walked past her, then turned and came back towards her. He knelt down in front of her, held out his arms and she sat there completely shocked for a few seconds, then leaned forward and he picked her up out of her wheelchair and hugged her tight. He then chatted with her for a few seconds, there were more hugs and then he put her back. As he walked off she looked at me and opened her mouth like a goldfish, then started crying! She was just completely overwhelmed by the experience, but i didn’t tell you that part shhhhh! She met the Harry Potter cast, Shayne Ward, McFly, and all the stars from nickelodeon tv. The only sad part is we weren’t allowed cameras and we kept to that rule. It’s a shame the various teenage girls who hounded McFly towards the end didn’t – they fell over Chloe’s chair, stood in front of her and didn’t care one bit when we asked them to move, but that didn’t diminish what was an amazing day out. The children even got goody bags and glow sticks etc!

Update 8th October 2007

Chloe is doing well and enjoying being back at school. She has a check up in December and i will be able to update more then.

We are going to the Nickelodeon Kids Choice Awards on October 20th after Alex won tickets. We are very excited!

Update 22nd April 2007

As some of you may know, Chloe is in hospital at the moment and is really poorly with a viral infection (vomitus maximus) and her heart wasn’t really coping with the strain of it all.

Update 2nd March 2007

Chloe has had to give up both her dancing classes, she tried so hard but in the end it all got too much for her to cope with. She is very, very depressed at the moment. She is starting to realize that she isn’t supergirl, and that her illness seriously does have its limitations. She is starting to question everything now, and is at a low point.

Update 25th February 2007

Chloe was finally well enough to start dance classes for the first time in her life. Thank you for all the nice messages congratulating her; she loved it but has now had to stop as it was too much strain on her body. She is very upset about it and for the first time in a few years feeling very depressed as the reality of her illness hits.

Update 4th December 2006

Chloe finally got her Flu jab after a big argument with our local GPs saying they were not doing them until January. Chloe’s wonderful CLN got on the case and she had it done in November and was very brave.

Update 31st October 2006

Chloe is feeling much better now and is back at school.

Update 14th October 2006

Just to let you know Chloe isn’t doing so well at the moment. She caught a sickness bug about 2 weeks ago and it has really knocked her back. We were in hospital for a few days and she is allowed home on confinement. She isn’t eating at all and drinking only what she needs, in order to stay out of hospital. The hospital thinks that her aspirin is beginning to irritate her stomach and have put her on omeprazole to help it. So she is very poorly at the moment and is confined to her bed and also the sofa for a couple of hours a day where she spends most of her time watching high school musical (her new favourite thing ever) or sleeping.

Update 1st October 2006

A special mention goes to Hayley this month, who even with her studies, writes to Chloe every week without fail and Chloe loves her letters.

Update 29th July 2006

We are going on holiday on August 5th, first holiday in 3 years, Chloe is finally well enough to go and we are so excited!

Update 18th June 2006

Chloe had an excellent birthday! She got a Furby baby, The Bratz Rock Angels Cruiser, more bratz dolls than my fingers could handle opening, lots of glittery stuff and money which she spent in the local toy shop with scary speed on a Furby Mummy, a Tamagotchi, a Bratz bop it game, a golfing set and a skipping rope. Thanks to the post pals people who sent some lovely cards.

The day after that was her cardiac check up and after her scary blue incident a few days before i wasn’t expecting good news, but luckily, all looks good. The flow in the heart is good and there are no blockages in the Pulmonary Arteries, which means the new anticoagulation therapy is proving effective. She has gained 3lbs in 6 months and they put her medication up accordingly, but the best bit of all was that her sats were at 96% (the highest ever without oxygen) Her next appointment is in another 6 months time.

She has just discovered the TV show Drake and Josh and it’s her new favourite show and Jesse McCartney is her new favourite singer.

Update 6th June 2006

Chloe woke up in the night and vomited all over me. She was breathless and hot, so I put her fan on in her room and slept in with her to monitor her breathing. When she woke up this morning she resembled a bottle of blue WKD so i checked her sats and BP. Her sats were a paltry 24% hence why she was so god damn blue and her BP was a little low but that was expected with her sats so low. Not to bother, I’m used to this! So out came her little oxygen tank, i made a call to the Hospital, who told me to give 2 hours on 100% oxygen then the rest of the day at 50% oxygen until her sats were at her normal 80% The people in the oxygen department brought me another 2 little tanks (they are little so Chloe can move about with them) She had her 2 hours on 100% and the blueness subsided enough for her not to look like a smurf!

Its Chloe’s birthday tomorrow, she will be seven. Seven i ask you!!! Who’d have thought it? Two years ago in august her doctors said to me, Carol, its time, she is slipping away, we think we should let her go peacefully, she has suffered so much. I agreed, and we sat and we waited and… she got better! Doctors ate their hats, nurses rejoiced and Chloe wondered what the fuss was about.

I think that’s the first time that’s happened to us, nooooooooooooo actually that’s about the 4th time since she was born! Got to admit though, that time was the hardest. And now 2 years on, she is 7, and doing pretty damn well if i say so myself. We shall have a good day, I’m so so so proud of her!

Update 31st May 2006

Chloe has a cardiac check up next Thursday, and it’s her birthday next Wednesday. I shall update you all to let you know how they went soon.

Update 28th April 2006

Chloe was chosen as her schools May Queen, and was crowned today. The other children did dances and entertained her. They did maypole dancing, which was amazing to watch. It was very sweet to watch the royal procession, with Chloe escorted by Robin Hood, also known as Brendon.

Update 13th March 2006

Chloe is laid up with the Flu, it always knocks her hard, and we usually end up in hospital at some point. She has her flu jab, so the strain is a lot less than it would be, but she doesn’t have the immunity to fight the bug, so she is confined to bed, and probably will be for at least a week. We are trying non hospital admittance this time. I’m being very strict on fluids, not so much food though, who wants to eat when you’re ill?

I had just started decorating her room for her – it’s typical! I’ve moved her into my room for the time being though so I can get it done.

Update 3rd March 2006

She is losing weight, dropped from 21kg to 19kg again in about 3 weeks, so her calories have been upped and she has to start having the powder in her juice again. They are saying if she carry’s on dropping, it’s the tube again.

The school is being great and the kitchen are giving her extra cheese and crackers and doing full fat versions of the food, which is such a load off my mind with all this health kick in schools, which obviously is really good, but there are some exceptions and Chloe is one of them.

Update 11th February 2006

This week Chloe made the front page of the local paper, to promote CHD week and post pals.

Update 27th January 2006

Just wanted to say a  huge thank you to all who sent cards and presents to Chloe in December and over Christmas, i’m trying to get round to emailing everyone a thank you letter from Chloe, but there are so many people! Chloe was over the moon with everything she got, and I have been truly stunned by people’s generosity.

Update 15th December 2005

Chloe had a cardiac check up today, and for the first time ever it was all good.

Her heart functions are stable, there is zero fluid in either chest cavity (yup I said ZERO yaaaay) and her sats were at an all time high of 90% and she has gone from 19 kilos to 21 kilos in a year, not much, but for her it’s up and that’s amazing.

They plan on upping her medications on her next visit, which will be in a record 6 months time!!! Never had an appointment so far away before.

They think she needs to see the respiratory doctor again for her asthma, to discuss the possibility of steroid inhalers now, as the salbutomol and budesonide isn’t enough to stop an attack from starting, if that makes sense. The only drawback with steroids is that it brings a possibility of heart failure in cardiac kids if over used, but we shall cross that when we come to it. For the moment I’m revelling in the happy.

Please do not send Halloween themed post to this family 

Story written 2009

William has been poorly since he was 2 months old. It started with what the doctors said was Bronchiolitis but unbeknown to us something a lot more sinister was going on with our little boy.

At 17 weeks William had a barium swallow done to see if he had an opening in the oesophagus and milk was going into his lungs. This was to see if this was causing all his recurrent chest infections and pneumonias. It showed us that William had in fact got malrotation of the gut (meaning his stomach and intestines were the wrong way round). He was whipped to Alder Hey Children’s Hospital in Liverpool the same day and was operated on that evening.

William plodded on for a few more weeks but was still vomiting and not eating, so we had to tube feed him all the time. On the next stay in hospital I asked a consultant for a scan on his heart and this is where normal life ended as we knew it.

William’s scan showed that his mitral valve was leaking quite badly and he would need to have an operation as soon as possible. He had his first ohs (open heart surgery) when he was 7 months old to try and repair his valve. That was the scariest 4 weeks of my life, or so I thought.

Ten weeks after William’s first ohs, he started to become very unwell again and we went back to Birmingham Children’s Hospital to have him reviewed. They told us that the last operation had not been successful and William would need a valve replacement, so William was admitted and he had his second ohs, exactly 2 months after his first. We took William to theatre and I felt at ease because we had been through this before, but this was worse than ever as William was an extremely poorly boy after this surgery and the doctors were telling us to take minute by minute, not day by day at this stage.

Thankfully William pulled through this surgery, but during the operation William’s coronary artery got damaged. It has left his heart very impaired and he has very little function on the left pumping chamber, which has resulted in our little man needing a heart transplant.

This is where we are at the moment – just waiting until we get our call to give William the gift of life.

Update 30th June 2023

William is turning 18 in September, so I thought it was time to move on. William is almost a year post transplant and we are going to have a party for him. His latest tests show is donor heart is well.

I’m so grateful for everything you have done and are still doing for new families.

Update 10th July 2023

Last week William received his call. William received his new heart and is doing well. Today he had a biopsy but the results aren’t back yet. After the results, it will be decided on whether William is able to go home or not. 

Update 26th October 2022

William is still waiting for his transplant and still going down to London every 3 months for check ups. William is going into GOSH on November 13th for just over a weeks for some tests and checks

Update 13th August 2021

William is doing well at the moment after his op almost 2 years ago he is thriving. His heart will never be “better” but the pressure from the valve has dropped from 20 to 12 , the normal range is between 3-4 but the doctors are happy as they have said William will never be anywhere near this again. Since his op he has had a funny heart rhythm which at the moment is not giving him any issues but it is something we have to be aware of.

They also said that if he was to go into complete heart failure they could now consider a heart transplant again, but at the moment he is loving life, putting weight on growing tall too. We thank you for all his mail; it makes us smile knowing people are thinking of him.

Update 26th September 2020

Firstly I’d like to thank everyone for their continuous support for Will and us all as a family. William is now 1 year post valve replacement, the new valve is slowly doing what they hoped it would do and that is to decrease the pressures from within his heart and lungs. He had an appointment down in GOSH and they are happy with the progress so far. They have told us that his heart function will never get any better, but if and when it starts to fail further, the possibility of not being able to receive a heart transplant, it is now viable again. William is still a social butterfly and loves life to his limits.

 

Update 2nd January 2020

William is doing ok at the moment, although his operation to replace his mitral valve went really well, his heart function has not really changed much so he is still struggling and getting out of breath and tired when walking and going up and downstairs.

We should shortly be having an extension to the side of the house for a bedroom and wet room for him. A huge thank you to everyone that has sent post to him and his brothers, it means a lot to us.

Update 8th October 2019

William had surgery on the 19/08/19 to replace his mitral valve. Today we went for his first check up and they were happy with his progress. His pressures have lowered slightly, but his heart function is still very impaired, hopefully in time his lung pressures will continue to decrease meaning he could be relisted for transplant if the need arises.

Update 20th August 2019

William had a really settled day, they managed to close his chest, they left all his meds up high for a few hours after and they have now stopped his paralytic drug and started reducing his sedation drugs too so we may have a boy a little more awake in the morning. This is the part i cant wait for but actually not looking forward to as I don’t want him anxious or upset.

Update 19th August 2019

A quick update on our fantastic super star boy, William came back onto ITU around 3:30pm ECMO free may I add. He’s been testing them a little since, dropping his blood pressure slightly but on a whole, without actually speaking to the surgeon himself all went pretty successfully. I think even the doctors were surprised with him not needing the echo, they have left his chest open to let things settle and any swelling to go down so they will keep him rested and sedated for a few days before they close it and then start waking him up.

Update 10th August 2019

On a whole William has being doing quite well, no hospital admissions, INR has been in range which has been good for William. On his last two check ups his echoes have shown that his valve/lung pressures have become significantly worse, so it was decided after some in-depth tests that they should do something about them.

So next Friday the 16/08/19 William will be admitted into GOSH to change from warfarin to heparin ready for valve replacement surgery on the 19th August, we are praying that this is successful, but the doctors have said they are worried about him and have spoke to us about the possibility of mechanical assistance after (heart ware).

As you can gather we have a worrying few months ahead of us, but receiving your cards and gifts helps a lot 

Update 5th April 2019

William had been having a good run with his heart. He started high school last September and has settled in well. He enjoys most subjects, his favourite being RE. He has a really good relationship with his peers and his teachers adore him. Since starting high school William’s heart has started to deteriorate slightly where the right side of his heart is beginning to struggle a little too now due to the high pressures going to the lungs. William has an appointment in GOSH on Tuesday this coming week to discuss treatment/surgical interventions to try and relieve the high pressures.

Update 17th November 2017

Things are pretty much the same, we were at Gosh in October, all went ok, not much change on his echo which to us is a bonus , but he still remains classed as in heart failure because of the poor function.

Update 16th June 2017

Before I update everyone a huge thank for all the post he and his brothers receive.

Well, where do we start? Although William’s health remains quite stable we have had quite a few hospital admissions lately due to his clotting levels being far too low, and we have really struggled to find a reason for this. Well, this week we have been in again all week and it has come to light that when William has been given his meds he has decided not to take them. His reasoning for this is that he is fed up of taking medication all the time when his friends don’t. He says he does not want to be different he wants to be the same as his friends. So the doctors and nurses on the wards have had a chat with him, me and dad have also spoken to him and we are organising some counselling for him with the therapist at the hospice we attend.

Update 15th February 2017

Thank you once again to everyone that sends post to William and his brothers ,

William has just had his first year free from being on the active transplant list, as always he is coping really well and has a relatively healthy winter so far , he had a few hospital admissions during December this was to go with his clotting levels being out of range. We still get seen every 3 months be either Birmingham or gosh and they are happy with the way he is managing with his heart issues, we know eventually he will begin to decline and have to be listed for heart and lung transplantation,once again thank you for all your kind cards letters and gifts from mum.

Update 7th November 2016

William has been quite well this year, the odd cough and cold but nothing to worry about. William still remains OFF the transplant list and being seen every 3 months in the cardiac centres. William’s last appointment in London went ok. His scans showed slight decline, which is what they expected. Hopefully the decline will be slow and steady. The highlight of William’s summer was the fab Chessington trip, so a huge thank you to everyone that made this happen. And a huge thank you to Vikki.

Update 6th August 2016

William on a whole is doing really well. Sadly he was taken off the active transplant list due to the pressure in his lungs being too high, this means that a healthy heart would not be able to cope with the pressure of the blood coming from Williams lungs. We now just have to wait for him to become sicker and when his quality of life is not great then he will be listed for a heart and lung transplant. It’s a scary thing to try and accept but this now is our only option.

Update 11th February 2016

Thank you for all the support we get from Post Pals.

Last week William had his 6 monthly tests and we were called down this week without William for an important meeting at GOSH.

After 7 years on the transplant list, William is no longer viable for heart transplant. If they put a healthy heart in William the heart would not be able to cope with the pressures coming from his lungs. He will now need a heart and lung transplant which carries a much bigger risk. Due to this, he won’t be listed until his quality of life significantly deteriorates. For now he will no longer be on the transplant list.

Although we are gutted, we had already resigned ourselves to being listed for heart and lungs so this is ok at the moment. We were worried they would want to try and operate, so are ok with the decision that’s been made.

We have not told William about going onto have heart and lungs as I think the enormity of it may worry him.

Update 5th January 2016

Just a quick update to say a huge thank you for all post sent over the last 12 months. William has another big appointment coming up in Great Ormond Street at the end of this month. All our love and thanks to you all.

Update 13th October 2015

William has had a good summer. Thank you for all the letters and cards. He has just had a short stay in hospital and has a couple of big appointments coming up, so I will do a big update after them.

Update 23rd July 2015

William is not doing too bad cardiac wise and we are just plodding on taking every day as it comes. However William is really struggling at the moment with eczema. He has always had dry skin but this past month it has really broken out and flared up. It has been awful for him scratching all the time, even in his sleep.

Well, the school holidays are upon us again and we’re trying to find things to do and keep the boys busy. Today we went for a walk in to the woods beside us, but unfortunately William got tired half way round so mummy had to pop him on her shoulders.

We have also just come back from a weekend in Scotland and William really enjoyed it.

I want to say a huge thank you for our paper cuts as they were just stunning. A big thank you for all the cards, letters and monthly projects too, as the boys really enjoy them.

Update 31st May 2015

William has had his 6 monthly check at Great Ormond Street this month and all went well. His pressures in his lungs have risen slightly and they are going to share all his information with Freemans in Newcastle upon Tyne to see if they think we should be trying anything else.

We’d like to say thank you for the post the boys have received this month.

We also have had a lovely day out thanks to Post Pals and Staff Sargent Julie Jolley at DMS Whittington Barracks. William and his brothers were soldiers for the day, starting off at the Staffordshire Regiment Museum learning about what the soldiers in the First World War wore and going in to the trenches there. We then were taken round to the barracks and were shown around what the soldiers of today do in the day. We were lucky to see the field gun run practice and some parades. He learnt all about the soldiers kit that they take with them when out on the front line when they go into action. This was such a lovely day for us all as a family and we would like to say a huge thank you to all involved.

Update 1st May 2015

William has had a good run of late with no sick days from school. We had a recent appointment in Birmingham and all seemed ok. We were due in London this week but it got cancelled, so we are awaiting another one soon.

William is doing his first Holy Communion on the 9th of May and is very excited for this so he can become an altar server with his dad. He wants to be a Deacon when he grows up, bless him.

I would like to say thank you to everyone for all the cards for William and his brothers as they mean a lot.

Update 21st January 2015

Happy new year everyone. I’d like to start by saying thank you for all the cards and the elf parcels the boys received.

William has been having quite a good run lately despite the typical winter bugs. He is doing well at school and he started swimming with school last week which he finds very exciting. He is also preparing in school for his first holy communion in May, which is a day I never dared to get to excited about when he was so poorly all the time. He is so excited because once he does receive communion it means he can become an altar server at church with his dad.

William has a check up in April with his cardiologist in Birmingham and then hopefully in May his big check up in London.

Once again, thank you very much.

Update 19th October 2014

Things have been quite good lately. William had a hospital appointment at Birmingham children’s hospital and the doctor there seems quite happy with him. He has a big check up next month in London too.

A big thank you for all the post the boys continue to receive.

Update 5th September 2014

William has had a great 6 week break from school. He goes to Birmingham children’s on Thursday (11th) and is due in GOSH in November for his next round of big tests.

He turned 8 on the 1st September and loved the cards he recieved from Post Pals. Thank you so much.

Update 9th August 2014

William is doing ok in himself and we are not having too many hospital appointments for him which is great. Last time William went to Great Ormand Street the news was not as good as we’d hoped for. The pressures in William’s heart and lungs have risen again so this is twice in a row now. The doctors seemed a little more concerned this time about the time frame for his transplant, because if they keep rising then he may not be well enough for transplant. We are due to go to Birmingham in September for a check up and are back in GOSH in November – we are praying the pressures have not risen again.

As a family, we would like to thank each and every one of you who reads William’s profile and takes time to send him and his brothers mail.

Update 8th March 2014

William has had a good and relatively healthy couple of months and we are praying it will continue.

He had his 3 monthly check at Birmingham on Tuesday and they are happy with him. There is no improvement but on the good side no major decline either, so we can relax for a while now until his next big appointment in London which is in May/June time.

William and his brothers really enjoy all their post they receive, I have been trying to get them to reply but anything to do with writing is proving hard work at moment, homework included!

Update 1st January 2014

William went to GOSH in December for his check ups. Although William has been quite well of late, his heart function has declined and his pressures have gone up and the baselines have almost doubled to what they were in March, so that was a little shock to us. Luckily when they pushed certain gases through they still responded well and came down, so he can stay on the transplant list, but the doctors have said he will need more check ups in-between and tests back to every 6 months.

We have had a lovely Christmas and would like to say a big thank you for all the cards and gifts sent for William and his brothers.

Update 28th November 2013

William is going to London on Sunday for a weeks stay in Great Ormand Street Hospital. Whilst there he will be having his transplant tests again to make sure all is as it should be and also having a new feeding tube put in.

On an exciting note, we have a man from the local hcpt (handicapped children’s pilgrimage trust) about taking William and his younger brother, Stephen, to Lourdes for the Easter pilgrimage. William will so love this opportunity.

Our boys had a lovely letter from Prancer the reindeer today, it came from Germany and inside was a Christmas card each for our boys with a mini advent calendar on them, they are so amazing.

Update 15th November 2013

We have had a good couple of months with William, we are due in Great Ormand Street on the 1st of December for his next lot of tests to make sure he is still doing well enough to stay on the transplant list.

Thank you to everyone for all William’s mail, I do mean to try and write back, but having 3 boys means my days are here and gone before I know it.

Update 5th July 2013

William has had quite a run of good health lately, although the poor fella had a fall and had a nasty bump on his head for a couple of weeks and black eyes to match.

William had checks recently in Birmingham Children’s Hospital and nothing much has changed, which we take as good news, although William has had blood tests taken for Noonans syndrome as this could be an answer to everything he has had happen to him.

Update 15th April 2013

William has had a great winter – one of the best he has ever had – with not too many colds and only a couple of hospital admissions (which were tests etc).

William is now his target weight and weighs 20kg, so this means he can go up to the next category for transplant and he is out of the infant group, so hopefully this means he will get a heart soon as there seems to be more bigger hearts available.

Thank you so much to everyone for the mail that both William and his brothers receive as they love getting it.

Update 14th January 2013

William is doing quite well at the moment, though he had a lengthy stay in hospital at the end of November, due to a nasty line infection that resulted in him going down to Great Ormand Street to have this removed and a temporary line put in.

We are currently awaiting a date to go back down for his big 6 monthly check up in which they do all the transplant tests again to see if he is still compatible for transplantation, so fingers crossed all will go well, but it means a week down in London for us all.

I would like to say a huge thank you to everyone that sent William and his brothers cards, gifts and letters, at Christmas (as well as the rest of the time too). There were so many that I would not like to name individually in case I forgot someone and hurt their feelings. So once again, I would just like to send a huge thanks to everyone that keeps sending mail and smiles to our boys.

Update 27th November 2012

Thank you everyone for all your support and mail that you have all kindly given to my son and us all as a family.

As you are all aware, William is awaiting a heart transplant and has been on the active list for a massive 3 and a half years now. It is hard for me and Chris waiting and watching William for changes in his condition.

Ordinarily William does quite well and copes with all that is thrown at him and his strength is unmeasurable. We draw inspiration from him to keep us going every day, because if he is strong enough to get through this then we can be strong enough to be beside him every step of the way.

We have just had a rough few weeks with William, as he grew a nasty bug in his hickman line which we use to get access for bloods and medication when needed. This resulted in a 3 day trip to London (GOSH) to have the infected line removed and a temporary one put in (a PICC). Hopefully this will last until we go back in January for his next big check up and he can have another hickman line put in.

I will updated soon to all who look at William’s page and we would like to wish you a Merry Christmas.

I am proud of our little man and I am proud to be his mummy.

Update 13th March 2012

We have had a rough couple of months with William; he seems to be picking up every virus going, so it has meant lots of antibiotics. On William’s last trip to GOSH they were concerned with his weight, so they have us feeding him through the day continuously until midnight now. They want us to try and get his weight above 20kg and say that once his weight does get above 20kg the spectrum for a new heart opens wider and the range is bigger as he will be able to receive an older child’s heart.

I would personally like to take this opportunity to say thank you for the post that the children receive, William and his brothers really enjoy getting post.

Update 8th October 2011

Sorry I’ve not updated for a while. William has not been great over the last few months with chest infections and general wheezing etc.

We had an admission again last week and we got to see the respiratory doctor who says that he feels Williams lungs are hyper inflated, meaning that he does not exhale properly and air is trapped in his lungs. He has ordered lung function tests and a ct scan on his lungs and started him on long term steroids to ease the narrowing of his airways too.

We are still on the active list for transplant.

Update 8th March 2011

Firstly, I’d like to say a big thank you to everyone who takes time to look at Williams’s page and also to those that send cards and treats to all of our boys. It means a lot to them. My husband and I also received a very thoughtful gift through the post from Dominic and Gethin’s mum which was a gift card for Pizza Hut, so a big thank you again to them.

William has had quite a few hospital admissions over this winter, not so much with chest infections but with very bad wheezy cough, which is causing him to de sat and work very hard with his breathing.

We went to Great Ormond Street at the end of January for his big 6 monthly transplant tests and they were quite pleased with him, but it did knock his coagulation off kilter and it took almost 10 days to get his blood within the desired range so as not to clot around his metal valve. We have to go back in April to see cardiac doctors and neurosurgeons to do with this syringomyelia that they found on his spine at the last check up.

Update 29th November 2010

Last week we went down to GOSH for a heart check up and they are really pleased with William and don’t want to see him now until we go down for the big tests again in April.

This cold weather is getting to William again already and we’re on our first treatment dose of antibiotics and I doubt it will be the last.

I would like to say a big thank you for all Williams post as he does enjoy receiving it.

Update 14th October 2010

William has had a pretty good couple of months. We took William on holiday in August to Wales and it was a lovely week.

The week after we went down to London for William’s big cardiac transplant tests, which all in all were quite good results. Not much had changed in the last 6 months, but unfortunately it was found that William has a new unrelated condition on his spine called SYRINGOMYELIA meaning that in time William will lose nerve sensations in his limbs, muscle weakness and deterioration and also loss of control over bowel and bladder. This was a bit of a shock for us but now it is just another part of William’s uniqueness.

A couple of weeks ago William was admitted to Birmingham children’s hospital as he was going to have a gastrostomy put in last week, but in the week leading up to the operation Williams clotting levels became too low and his artificial valve was at risk of becoming impaired, so they were worried about him and had him in on heparin in preparation for the operation. His operation went well but it did knock him for six, bless him. He was really sore and unwell for about 3 days.

William also started school in September and is currently doing Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Thursdays so as not to tire him out completely.

William would like to say thank for all his post he receives, he does enjoy it when cards and letters come through and we have been meaning to reply to them but it has been hard to keep up with everything over the last couple of months, what with hospital appointments and starting school.

Thank you also from a very grateful mummy and daddy. Your support means so much to us.

Update 24th August 2010

William went in to theathre yesterday for a few procedures. Today we are still in GOSH, as when they did the mri yesterday they saw an abnormality on his spine, so they want us to see a neurologist and a geneticist whilst down here.

I would like to thank everyone for their well wishes for William.

Update 30th June 2010

William is doing quite well this month. It started off a bit ropey with another hospital stay due to a chest infection, but he is doing much better now.

William has had a couple of big hospital appointments this month. One was to Great Ormand Street to see his cardiologist and they were petty happy with how his heart is coping, but want him down in the next month for the big 6 monthly tests again to see if lung pressure is still stable. If this continues to rise then William can no longer be considered for transplantation, so some prayers and well wishes would be great.

We also took William to Birmingham Children’s to see a surgeon about having a gastrostomy (peg) instead, as William’s ng tube was only ever supposed to be short term and that was 3 and a half years ago now. They agreed and said we just have to wait for a date, so hopefully it won’t be too long for that.

Update 15th June 2010

Yesterday we went down to GOSH for a check up appointment and in general there is not a great deal of difference from last time we had an echo. We have got to go back in the next few weeks for cardiac cath again to check pressures in his lungs to see if he still stable enough for transplant.

Update 22nd April 2010

William has had another good month health wise and we seem to have luck on our side this year. We are still waiting to hear about William having a gastrostomy and finally getting rid of the ng tube as the poor little man gets so upset having it re-passed. I have to pull it out for him on Friday morning just because it has been in 6 weeks and I hate putting him through this, but I suppose there is not a lot I can do about it until he has g-tube done.

Any way i would like to say a huge thank you for all the support, letters of encouragement, cards and gifts. It really makes Williams day to get something through the post and it makes me a happy mummy too. As for all the lovely emails I have received this week – I am going to try and reply to them all this week at some point.

William has also got his Make a Wish day on Thursday this week – he has had a playground done in our back garden, so hopefully I can get some new pictures of him on his equipment.

Update 7th February 2010

I just wanted to let everyone know that we heard from Great Ormand Street on Friday morning and they decided to put William back onto the list. They said that although it will be a very high risk transplant, they are willing to take the risk. So now we are just waiting for the call.

Update 3rd February 2010

William has been a little unwell recently with bad chest infections. We also had to cope with the transplant team making the decision to suspend him on the list until he had his catheter done in January.

We went down to London on the 19th for pre assessments to be done ahead of the cath being done on the 21st. All went well during this procedure, but the news was not as positive as we would have liked as William’s lung pressures have increased. The doctor came to discuss the results with us and said that although the pressures had increased, they did respond to the tests they did which was positive, but they were still about the same as they were 6 months ago. This means we were still borderline whether he could be considered for transplantation or not. The doctor said to us that he could not just put us active on the list again just like that as it would need discussing with all teams involved what the next option is. From what he was saying there could be four options now.

One would be to go back active on the transplant list and be aware that it would be what he called a high risk transplant. Two is maybe we could attempt another valve replacement to put in a bigger metal valve to see if it reduced pressure, but this too would be very risky and he may not pull through. Three is that they consider trying to put him on the artificial heart (the berlin heart) to see if this would relieve pressure until a heart became available, but this in itself would mean William being hospital bound in high dependency part of ward for maybe months on end. The fourth option is they do nothing and just play with his medication as his heart starts to fail.

This was all to be discussed last Thursday in a big meeting they had, but sadly one of the doctors got called away, so we won’t know what they think the right route for us to take would be yet. As soon as we know, I will let everyone know too.

William sends huge kisses to all who read his updates and continue to send him post.

Update 2nd December 2009

William has not been too well over the last 6 weeks, but the bad weather is here and it takes its toll on poor William, as he just does not have the reserve to fight off all the viruses flying around.
We have had a few hospital admissions too recently, the first one due to shortness of breath, and they were that worried about him that they actually sent us to our nearest cardiac hospital, which is Birmingham Children’s Hospital, to check and see how his heart function was doing. This was not the news we had hoped for really, the doctor told us that basically he is outgrowing his prosthetic valve now and it is resulting in his heart failing quicker than we’d all hoped. While we were in the hospital he had his swine flu vaccine and coped really well with it, bless him, he is a total darling and just takes it all in his stride.

We were home for 2 days and ended up in again with temps of 39.6 so they isolated us as they thought maybe he had contracted the swine flu just before he had the vaccine, but luckily he tested negative.

We are hoping to stay clear of the hospitals now so we can enjoy Christmas at home as a family because we don’t know what next year holds for us.

William has to go back down to Great Ormond Street in January and go through all his assessment for transplant tests done again. So it means another anesthetic and catheter done to check his lung pressure which we are praying has not changed, as last time he had them done they came back borderline, and if they go higher then we can not go forward for heart transplantation and will have to be considered for a heart and lung block, which is much more rare to come by, especially in children as small as William.

Anyway, on a lighter note, I would like to wish everyone involved in Post Pals and everyone who sends mails to all the deserving children on this site, a merry Christmas and a happy New Year. Post Pals is an amazing organization, keep up the hard work as it is so worth it.

Thank you for William’s cards, the smile on his face when he gets these just melt my heart. Thank you to Lokryn and Talek for your lovely card and teddy bear – he goes to bed with William every night.